Everything is screwed. I hav lost the plot. There is no more sanity left in my mind.
I bleed every night, i cry every night. Everyone i know uses me, im only put on this stupid f**king earth for them to trample all over me, i try and help, b nice, but nothing works, i geive them money, sex, love, drugs, everything i can possess im my mortal soul and its never good enough, nothing about me is ever good enough.

but that will all change soon, as soon as i pull the rope tight around my neck, or cut the final cut to the vein, or pull the trigger. What ever i do, it will all be ok soon, as soon as im off this planet and so called life, there is no life for a morbed slut, there is nothing for me...